MY TRUE LOVE

I know your truth ever since the beginning
I know that I have been your victim
The victim of your lies,
The victim of your experiment with life,

Al though deep inside,
I am bleeding,
I will pretend that you don’t know,
I will think that you can’t see my pain, hence, you can’t feel
And I will also never share my excruciating pain with you,
Because your happiness means the most to me,

I will live on your lies,
I will live under your disguise
As long as you feel happy within
As long as you are satisfied,

Then someday,
When you would want to live a faithful life,
You’ll realize the biggest gamble
That I played with my hand,
Perhaps then
You’ll understand
My true love…